this is realy not ii wanna to about lor, as cchy never grow? because as leader we are slackingg so the people follow us and slack?? hmm, ii admited that ii am in past but now ii wanna to reach-out for the people in my school already! ii am dame angry about myself that ii shouldnnt slack it! but ii must do all the ways, ii will be stright those they really need disciple on it, ii will do it..because ii shouldnnt let them like that form now on le, ii know will be tough for them but this is call all thingg calledd disciple, andd make faith with God lahhs. as chirstian really love God andd not hadd realion but it realtionship with God lei andd church it not for playingg, but euu can play lahhs but see the right time anot lorr..as leader meetingg and talkingg serious suff thenn euu laught seem goes wrongg?? dame stupid what, lolx..this is conman sene lor..andd my sheep should know me well that ii nagg nagg but so what ?? if euu are excitedd toward God this is non-matter to euu already as euu really excited the word of God andd your heart totally with God thenn ii very happy alreadyy leii.if euu really wanna to know more about God we should come to churchh, and daily worshipper what andd ii know that ii must be a daily worshipper lorr..as ii really know about this leii, andd sherpherdd know the sheep well too also, as euu really love this kingdom of God andd euu care about it we shouldnnt lettingg go this kingdom of Godd andd standdingg there and see wow~ go off le..that want ii think it crazy lahhs! Love God as my Father lahs..daily worshipper are great for that lor..crazy for God, love for God, hungry for Word Of God etc. Love it Love it! Father, ii wanna to pray for our MCG leii, cannot be letting go badly but must at lease excited for everyone incule the vistor! andd makingg us unforgettingble for us!! NORTH A, jiayo!(: as ii goingg to be bringingg friend and vistor too! andd makingg the MCG into MADNESS CareGroup! yes! ii really want too! no matter what ii wanna to bring people come to join this event die die must bringg andd ii want to grow this Group truely with all my heart now! God pls bless us this thingg, In your Name We Pray, Amen(: hmm, ii sure that everyone it a sinner some people it slefness,angryment etc of sinner even emo it a sin too? ii was quite shock that emo also a sin too??!! lollx, thenn ii think girl are needed people care aalot of more because ii am so a girl too! hahas..anyway gettingg head pain now lahhs..so next post talkingg about why girl it so emo?? lollx.~
sometime ii getting angry with fellow sinner, as they did not undertstand the Word of God (WOG) or what ?? as men as their selfness one time andd nobody it prefect at all only God it prefect all the time. as Jesus die for us because of our sin yet, nobody wanna to get along realationship with God because of Friend,Steady(BRG),Money,Family etc. as ii wanna to said that why people don’t want to gettingg him alone because of that ?? come on, nobody wanna to go hell lorr..unless your human beingg it hadd somethingg goes wrong lahhs..and sometime people said to us that ” ii don;t want Jesus le, because my parent don’t allow ” come on people, if euu never ever try him before how euu wanna know he is badd anot? and sometime ii feel so stright to them with some lahhs..thenn the end they leave because they feel no love of caregroup, the caregroup tryingg so hardd hadd some event, yet euu didnt come for once? how we wanna to show love to euu all ?? sometimee my thinkingg like if we outreach andd people dunn want at all thenn ii wanna to told them that ” okaays lor, heaven or hell it your choice for now ” ii was totally serious on this question leii.. andd ii wanna to tell those people that if euu are serioulyy walking with God thenn congrate euu! but those people won’t seriouly walkingg with God, account to your sherpherd. account hao le, yet still dunno what goes wrong your head ask this question ; Why euu wanna to revice Jesus in the first place ? if one day, euu hadd a promble but this promble a really biggest promble are euu regate that last time euu leave God ?? hmm..because ii everytime ii will ask this question by myself yesterday lahhs..thenn ii was like totally wanna wake up form dunno where..really this is my finlly asnwer that ” God ah, ii wanna to win CCHY for this time round! ii am seriour, really ii am! ” andd ii hope that, that it my finlly answer to God now, now ii really saw a raindow now..ii will go and face chanllage to each of other side..ii willingg with it..ii wanna to hadd standedd of myself..ii am willingg to go..ii will never give up as ii wanna to do thingg for the kingdom nobody stop me form now on ! sheep keep on unhappy, ii will teach them WOG. as they keep on don’t want to do it that it okaay, ii will go with myself.. My group, are euu willingg runningg this race with me no matter what anot?? as this race it will very diffcult of it, as next session of it but are euu willingg anot, if not if euu wanna to run with me suddly euu goes off, ii will dissppointed of it, but ii will never dull with it ii will still coniut with this race. so,if euu willingg to run this race with me why not hold hand in hand togeher with God and run this race to the finshingg line okaay? andd this is my promiss to God to myself..ii promiss toward are seriour to now..ii am seriour about it..ii will outeach with my willingg heart(: God bless us today, caregroup are alway flow veryy well, praise LORD and love LORD with all the soul and all the mind.
byebye(:
i just found my life what ii am doingg to do now…really, ii keep on askingg myself why ii such thingg happeningg in my life? because ii admit that ii am lazy to do thingg all this thingg but this time forever ii will not! ii want to do your kingdom of God now. ii really angry with myself that why ii never ever look back to God as ii keep on sayingg yet ii never do it!! in the first place ii shouldnt angry with God first, it me first!! because all the promble ii keep on bleamingg God for that and here, as ii really show my parth how to go le..andd ii wanna to grow my group. ii dunn wann to slack myself in here and there already..but God told me that it really very challeageingg euu still want it? but ii said that God, ii want to be like paul now as he really dn care anything and chiong chiong! so God ii wanna to like him, train him as me as ii am goingg to be like Jesus day by day..ii know God will like this andd suddly it show a imagin of a people who it paiseing God all the ways as God drop me a word ” humble ” yes, ii wanna to be andd ii wanna to be like them..andd God, give me a chance that ii wanna to be like them andd sorry God, form now on, ii will still chiong with euu hand in hand with euu,LORD! ii wanna to PRISE euu the end of the earth! yes!! euu show me the light already..andd ii seen it andd ii wanna to see this light to my group that,heyy God it pointingg this thingg why not come together chiong together! yes, ii wanna to do it now..andd as ii know that caregroup it all down and down but ii will abit discouage but ii will never give up in this word forever! ii trust euu lord, yes, ii trust euu again by again..euu refeshingg me alot of time, but this time ii really wake up andd see this world aready..ii show to my group now..as ii know that they are just new or wadd, but this is God givingg us this thingg le! andd ii wanna to take this chahellageingg to my group! andd jiayo chung chengg we can do it dehh..andd ii findlly wake up and ii wanna to grow this group now! really! ii will stop thinking about my past but ii willingg to step out andd wanna to do it mean ii want to do it! because of the sake of kingdom of God that why ii wanna to do.
let me do it this thingg..let me do, God. because ii trust euu again and again now(:
