i just found my life what ii am doingg to do now…really, ii keep on askingg myself why ii such thingg happeningg in my life? because ii admit that ii am lazy to do thingg all this thingg but this time forever ii will not! ii want to do your kingdom of God now. ii really angry with myself that why ii never ever look back to God as ii keep on sayingg yet ii never do it!! in the first place ii shouldnt angry with God first, it me first!! because all the promble ii keep on bleamingg God for that and here, as ii really show my parth how to go le..andd ii wanna to grow my group. ii dunn wann to slack myself in here and there already..but God told me that it really very challeageingg euu still want it? but ii said that God, ii want to be like paul now as he really dn care anything and chiong chiong! so God ii wanna to like him, train him as me as ii am goingg to be like Jesus day by day..ii know God will like this andd suddly it show a imagin of a people who it paiseing God all the ways as God drop me a word ” humble ” yes, ii wanna to be andd ii wanna to be like them..andd God, give me a chance that ii wanna to be like them andd sorry God, form now on, ii will still chiong with euu hand in hand with euu,LORD! ii wanna to PRISE euu the end of the earth! yes!! euu show me the light already..andd ii seen it andd ii wanna to see this light to my group that,heyy God it pointingg this thingg why not come together chiong together! yes, ii wanna to do it now..andd as ii know that caregroup it all down and down but ii will abit discouage but ii will never give up in this word forever! ii trust euu lord, yes, ii trust euu again by again..euu refeshingg me alot of time, but this time ii really wake up andd see this world aready..ii show to my group now..as ii know that they are just new or wadd, but this is God givingg us this thingg le! andd ii wanna to take this chahellageingg to my group! andd jiayo chung chengg we can do it dehh..andd ii findlly wake up and ii wanna to grow this group now! really! ii will stop thinking about my past but ii willingg to step out andd wanna to do it mean ii want to do it! because of the sake of kingdom of God that why ii wanna to do.

let me do it this thingg..let me do, God. because ii trust euu again and again now(: